i felt so loved! when it was new year, sok khoong, shaun, eening, hee ai, han sheng, wayne, yinzheng and many other people started wishing me happy new year over msn.
and hui juan wished me happy new year through sms. (:
and i pierced earhole! (: happy happy(:
anyway, the thing is, it's new year and im still thinking of the past.
REMINISCENCE.primary six.wasnt in a good class, didnt mean it do no good either. people were more cooperative if you were more convincing, and we bonded better. we could just easily trust people and not thinking what other intentions they had at mind for once. people were fun. not all were rich but the rich never bothered the poor. the vulgar, well they could get out of hand at times, but thay were never always that bad. there were fun times together which was worth remembering and keeping at heart.
secondary 1new place, new look. i loved the school, the facilities and its culture. here, we had so much fun! but people were harder to get along with. you couldnt find a friend who would stay by you. everyone had their own intentions. i didnt know who to trust anymore. the world seemed to be getting smaller. but our mood wasnt really affected. true, cry to sleep more often, keeping my sorrows at heart. but seems that everyone will have to go throufh that. some of us just grow out of it while some dont. some of us, till the end of the year, have grow physically, but our mantallity was still at primary six. (like grace) while othes have matured.
*wait. me and han sheng are having our usual discussion on music. hmm.
but too me, i have grown. emotionally. i think it is due to band. (: dunno. but i feel more of a whole, not just as one. i can express myself better through music. words to me are meaningless.
and i have learnt much from band. grow to be enthu and be more tactful. grow to be more careful and helpful. grow to bond more to band.
30th we had farewell to sec 4s. i didnt cry after we saw all the touching videos. sylvia did. and patricia said not to cry on farewell cause it would just make the sec 4s to 不舍得走。but when i went home, i cried. i dont know why. i just cant think how we can survive without the sec 4s.
i will miss:
-yihuang's good saxophone tone and writing letters to her. (:
-aiwen's pro-ness on the drumset and her "dashing" smile. (:
-yan zhen's nice eupho tone.
-yumin's enthuism.
-wyquin's not-meant-to-be-funny tone. (:
-yixi's humour. (:
-elissa's curly head from blocking my view of mr lee. (:
-jac and yaxi and chiaming's togetherness.
-yingxu's blaring and powerful tone on the tromebone behind me.
-vivian's strict but funny little soul.
-monica's nice tromebone tone and nice singing voice.
-margaret's enthuism and funny voice and prettiey face.
-zhuo jing's nice hair and cool look.
i guess we depend too much on the sec 4s.
THANKYOU:
-wy quin for your kinder hippo. delicious and cute. (:
-liangzhen for your belated christmas present, which turned out to be a cookie candle (:
-yihuang for your nice paper "siewying". jasmine (tan) jealous that she dont have. she say very nice. (:
still remember:
-yihuang was the first senior i talked to. (:
-jasmine was the first sec 2 i talked to. (:
-hui juan was the first senior to "scold" me. (:
-yan zhen was the first senior who saw me cry.
-christal's pro-ness at drums and also at making jokes with her so cool voice and so cool look. (:
-yumin's quote on, "why the school go and use all the money we collected to build us new science labs. why cant they build us a bigger bandroom?"
-zhuo jing's quote on, "constipated people dont give a shit."
still remember passing down day, when me, jasmine, huijuan, pearlynne, liangzhen, and patricia were all crying, ai wen said, :"this batch of bandees have great potential in you. make use of your potential and do well in band."
still remember on the same day, wy quin said, :"even if you get that instrument that you dont like, you still should make use of the opportunity and treasure your chance to learn the instrument. "
it was almost like she was reading my mind at that time.
希望 NYCB 是一代比一代好， 我们要加倍努力，别让师姐们失望。
you know what? besides nynpcc, i think nycb is the best cca. (:
